abah’s little girl…

yes… this cheeky little girl will be 7 months tomorrow.

just last couple of months when i visited my dad, aira was having a fever and that was when my dad told me a secret (which i was told happened to me too when i was a baby...) that little girls will always look for their dads during happier times, when they are well and happy… and when they are sick, they will look up and clinging to their moms for comfort and mercy… :D

my experience with aira.. it’s sooooo true. she wants me most of the time for almost everything.. sleeping, feeding, bathing, cuddling etc..

aira, you are so abah’s little girl.. so when you grow up and you want something, go look for your abah ok… :D

abah.. aira nak red car. ala yang ada gambar kuda tu…

haaa abah… apa lagi.. layannnnnn….

bye bye TMJ… hellooo KJ…

TMJ… after 10 years, i bid goodbye to you. let me see if i can relate certain love and hate memories of my life with you.. in no particular orders..

• the annoying sounds from the small factories and car workshops…

• lots of crashed cars parked along the road/lane and even at the parking lot.. apa kes!!! dah remuk pun nak parking gak ke..? parking kat scrap center la…

• every day i see mini coupe.. all series of bmw.. all classes of merc.. porsche families… and always wonder when will i be with you…

• very limited food places and have been eating at same place.. same food… and at some point i was so lazy to walk under the sun, i starve myself - not to death – but to the point of losing weight.. hahaha… giler ke apa..!!

• collected almost 20 summons for not displaying parking tickets… well, that area was called SMEs area.. so mana boleh kena bayar parking…

KJ… you are everything.. from food heaven to the convenience i have always wanted. regardless the kilos i'll be adding.. i'm sooo happy...

m.a.l.a.s…

what has come over me??!!!.. i asked myself when this m.a.l.a.s feeling gushed my soul last monday.

i entered my office, slumped on my chair, switched on the computer and just stared in confusion. as time goes by, i was wondering… is it me or the time is slow… coz i saw the clock ticking sooo damn slow.

at 4.30pm, i smsed hubby.

me.. location?..

hubby.. at atria buying adli’s things for his school project tomorrow.. why?

me.. i nak balik.. bosan gaban dah ni…

hubby.. ok.. i’ll be right there..

at 4.45pm, he called. let’s go home..

i switched off the computer and went to my boss. sir, i’m making an early exit… ok… see you tomorrow..

the m.a.l.a.s-ness continued at home. i have to force myself to prepare dinner for hubby and kids.. after dinner, i just lepak depan tv and let hubby settle the dishes and layan the baby.. boleh..???!!! he is such a wonderful man.. (i usually don't do this…) as he is settled, he said to me.. if you continue like this, you’ll be ‘big’ coz you have ‘big’ genes run in your family you know… i knowww…!!!

dear m.a.l.a.s,

please go away… come back another day… but not in this near future ok.. i need to get rid 5 more kilos… thank you.

regards,

m.a.l.a.s victim

rock kapak…

hi … i’m 4 month old now!!!

before i sleep, i will have my ‘rock kapak’...

i'm settled....

ok mum… you can stop snapping me. i really can’t sleep with all the flashing at my face…

eksyen tau si kecik ni…

what’s new and what’s not…

how time flies… aira is now 17 weeks. she can roll back whenever on her tummy and now she is trying to roll over from back to front. i’m so happy looking at her development but looking at development of myself, haiihhh… i have not been weighing myself for almost 3 months… tak sampai hati nak tengok the scale figures… sedih :(

when i wear my work pants, no breathing space…

when i wear my work blouses and shirts, can’t button them…

when i measure the inches, speechless…

ok.. i really need to get rid of those inches… let’s google and exercise!!!